you are my 7th and i am 22

How is this relation, i don't know?

i cannot make a call you up to 2 a.m but also i loved you. i cannot give my whole day listing you, but also i loved you. i cannot be with you before 8 years but also i loved you. i don't have enough time to listen you and understand your feeling, but also i loved you!!

i am such a idiot person in this world, i didn't thought about my carrier and started loving you and loved you seriously and the thing is that i have not seen you ever. what happened to me and got to love you!!

so dear, this is my breakup letter to you!! and i am really sorry for this..

Dear .............,

I don't know what to tell you, i am begging you for what went on between us, i cannot hold your hand for the lifetime and i cannot tell you the lie that i can hold your hand throughout lifetime , because i am not that type man who make a false promise to his beloved one..This is the matter why i did not response you! i feel love for you but marrying you is not my final destiny, so dear, it’s better to get seperated now because this is the initial phase and even we have-not seen each other and when we get deeper then dear it will be very hard to get out.
i cannot make you my beloved but also my best wishes are for you! i have a determination in my life which i should achieve it but when i started talking to you then i used to forget my destiny. So, dear I don't want to stop my destiny here, i need to do a lot and i need to understand my life.

you might think that, you are not beautiful! That's not the matter dear because i have not seen such a beautiful hearted girl ever in my life who can understand my feeling. you are one in a million. you cared me a lot. you called almost more than 8 hours a day in 24 hours, how could i forget it. your love and care was very touching part for me and i can hardly forget you in my life.

so dear, this is what i need to say to you and please do not think it negative but if you find this all worthless then decide yourself!!

Best wishes from my side and keep happy!